Twitchinwolf

A realitively close friend was recently killed and I would like to take a moment to reflect on that instead of sitting here with a glass of wine and balling my eyes out at the thought of, "maybe there's no afterlife and he's just gone." I didn't talk to this person everyday. Maybe once a year at most but he meant a lot to me and my only regret is that he didn't know how much he meant to me. He was the person I called when I was so depressed I was staring at the pill bottle, my last resort. He was that person that when I looked over at the watch he gave me, too big and battery dead, I would get a confused look on my face and think, "I still do

Big Fucking Deal: A concert festival in case anyone didn't know...lived up to it's name. First, a locker gave my friend and I quarters. Then we were put behind the mixer for seats instead of the lawn. Might I add that we did not see any horrible bands that night, which usually isn't the case at festival shows. Any who, we were put behind the mixer where the lovely Jared Letto sang literally 6 feet in front of us...SINGIN' TO US!! I lost my motherfreakin' mind. Then my boss(I work at the concert venue) comes up and gives us wristbands and tells us to go to the front of the stage. Who the hell argues with that? We run to the front, freak out!

Life is going amazingly great lately. Had arguably the BEST weekend EVER. No specifics but it was full of dancing, drinks, food, and lots of smiling.  I enjoy all of my classes, even though one of them has a particular person that might have me paying less attention in the class. And I got an email back from the Oakland Zoo saying they are considering me for an internship, super freaking exciting. Started my dog training/pet sitting business account and license, felt extremely empowering holding that bank purse. Especially since every single job I've worked at I've had to carry my manager's money to a bank in one of those bank purses. The ban